Adam-
I'm certainly not an eye doctor, but your post has been gathering dust,
so I'll take a stab at it....
(E-Mail Removed) wrote:
> Hello
> I am 35 years old and have suffered from exotrophia since I was about
> 6. Prior to that I esotrophic. I had 2 surgeries when I was a child on
> both eyes in the mid 1970's. Dr Marshall Parks in Washington D.C. did
> both
Theoretically, Parks was the best strabismusologist of his time. While
I *did* see him myself (as a patient), he did not perform any of my
three strabismus surgeries.
>. Not sure if each surgery was on one eye or if he did both eyes
> both times One was at about age 3. The other at about age 6.
If he got you straight, I'm not sure it would matter whether he cut one
or both, especially if only one eye was turned.
> While
> the eso that I had with both eyes was gone I was left with exo. From
> what my parents told me, Parks said I had minor brain damage and that
> the eyes would never fuse.
This is interesting. Were you ever evaluated by a neurologist?
I'm going out on a limb here, but ... in *congenital* (now called
"infantile") esotropes -- people born with an inward eye turn (that's
me), it's very normal for the brain's "fusional mechanism" not to
develop. In other words, if you're born withOUT an alignment disorder,
your brain learns to fuse the two images that the eyes send, creating
stereoscopic vision and depth perception. Presumably, this happens
early.
Parks likely meant that your fusional mechanism may not have developed
properly. Mine didn't. The problem with this is: that fusional
mechanism in the brain is sort of a "notch," making it far more likely
that your eyes will maintain their correct alignment. Without that
neurological facility for fusion, it seems very likely that the eyes
will drift, even after excellent *mechanical* alignment due to surgery.
> He also told that the brain turns the vision
> off in the eye that it is not using.
It *can*, but it doesn't have to. In my case, I either alternated
between eyes or *occasionally* used both, resulting in double vision
(prior to each surgery).
> One of his collegues said I would
> never be able to drive since I had no real depth perception.
Nah. People with only one eye can drive legally and their depth
perception is likely to be worse than yours.
> Well after
> the 2 surgeriest my parents did not pursue any more treatment after
> that so I suspect Parks did all he could do. I also wore glasses for a
> short time around age 4 or 5 not for my vision which was 20/20 but what
> I suspect was to help to correct the crossed eyes.
Very possible that they put you in prism glasses to correct a residual
(leftover) alignment issues.
> So growing up from then on I've lived with my right eye turned out most
> of the time. My left eye which I use 95% of the time is straight as
> long as I am focusing with it. I have the ability to switch eyes and
> focus with the right eye but I have to consciously force myself. When I
> do this the left eye becomes exo. But contrary to what my parents were
> told by Parks about one eye being turned off, both eyes are indeed
> working simultaniously. The eye that I am not focusing with simply
> turns outward and acts as peripheral vision on that side but it is
> clearly still working. Oh and I had my eyes checked recently and I
> still have 20/20 vision.
Do they check your vision with your eyes dilated??
> I was picked on growing up and as I entered adulthood I became very
> self conscious of it to the point where I have a difficult time looking
> people in the eye I don't know really well. Interviews are a nightmare.
That's a b**ch. I understand.
> I know people see it because I constantly get people looking looking
> back over their shoulder when I talk to them. That makes me even more
> self conscious and I break eye contact from then on, usually looking at
> them in brief glances, turning my head so I am looking at them more
> from the corner of my eye which makes it less noticable or rubbing my
> right eye. Anything to make them not notice. I do this with most
> people, even those who may not notice. It made me getting ahead in life
> hard.
>
> Now I want to pursue strabismus surgery but I want to be sure I make
> the right decision on the choice of doctor and that the surgery is
> worth while. From what I wrote I was hoping maybe someone here,
> preferrably an eye doctor could give me some advice as to whether
> surgery is going to work for me cosmetically,
Most strabismus surgeons use, as a guide, a minimum of about 12
diopters deviation from straight before surgery is indicated. Two
things have changed in the last 30 years that make the likelihood of a
successful outcome better than your last surgery:
1) Prism Adaptive Trials (where appropriate). This is where they put
you in prism glasses of gradually increasing strength, trying to find
out if you have more deviasion (exotropia) than ... um ... meets the
eye. Your convergence mechanism may be struggling to straighten your
eyes, leading to less apparent deviation than is actually present. PAT
can elicit this;
2) Delayed Adjustable Suture technique. Theoretically, I invented this
;-) They do the surgery, then--after a few days' healing to allow
swelling to go down, they *then* adjust the sutures to optimize
alignment.
> don't care if fusion ever
> occurs though it would be nice. Also would I benefit from vision
> therapy/exercises. Also I want to find a good qualified and surgeon in
> the NYC area who has a alot of experience in adult and childhood
> strabismus surgery. Hope someone here can help.
I know this isn't NYC, but the best guy I know of in the Northeast is
David Guyton at Johns Hopkins:
http://www.hopkinsmedicine.org/wilme...vs/Guyton.html
If you can't see him, perhaps he can recommend somebody -- maybe even
one of his former fellows -- in your area. I'd definitely start with
an evaluation by a top-notch strabismus ophthalmologist, asking him or
her about the vision therapy first. That may be something appropriate
for you, but--from what I gather about your situation--surgery is far
more likely.
Again ... it's really critical to remember: if you were born
cross-eyed, there's every reason to believe that--even after an
outstanding surgical result--your eyes may drift again.
Best of luck, Adam.
Neil